If I had to summarize all my experiences in the year 2013 I
would say it was a “traffic jam.” I felt like I started off the year figuratively
cruising down the highway of life. The sun was bright, birds were chirping, kids
were playing, the wind gently blew my hair, and I felt like I was really going
places. However, mid-year it seemed as if things had come to a “screeching-halt”,
and I spent the rest of the year barely inching-by in life’s traffic jam. I do
not enjoy them. It is not that traffic is unheard of because I generally plan
my routes to various destinations accounting for traffic delays. Traffic jams are
undesirable because I would be forced to wait, and the wait is completely out
of my control.
Pessimistic Outlook:
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When you’re stuck in traffic you have to sit and
wait, and wait and sit.
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It is boring.
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Anxiety mounts because of your tardiness to your
destination.
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It is tiring.
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It is a waste of time.
Optimistic Outlook:
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You get a chance to rest.
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You gain strength for the remainder of your
journey.
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You get to see things you’d normally pass by.
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You get a chance to think and meditate on God’s
goodness.
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You can pray and talk to God.
The previous pessimistic outlook I had at year’s end has now changed to an optimistic one because I am reminded that all the affliction, trials, and tribulations was not for naught. Waiting has a way of bringing about renewed strength. Isaiah 40:31 says, “31 But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint (KJV).”
I now realize that I gained so much in 2013. I discovered
the power of prayer. My prayer life is the best it has ever been. Not only do I
get the opportunity to speak with God, but as I quiet myself I can hear Him
speak back to me. I gained a warrior’s spirit because I had to become relentless
in my pursuit of God, and not allow obstacles stop me from getting in His
presence. I am no longer accepting things like fear, defeat, doubt, anger, and disappointment.
I will no longer live beneath God’s will and purpose for my life. I have
learned that the Christian walk is an intentional one. Developing Godly character
doesn’t happen by accident, but as I purpose to do God’s will. I commit to
inspire and influence others for Christ. I believe 2014 will be a great year
for the Kingdom of God. I don’t know all the details, but God does and that is
enough for me. If I ever get stuck in traffic again, I will remember that my
waiting will result in much needed renewed strength for the journey ahead. Be
encouraged and God bless you!